So I would say this is my first blog as it appears on my page, but its not, in truth I have had this blog since 2007, I decided to delete all my old posts as from now on I'm having a fresh start. I want to post more positive entries, and live a more productive and more fulfilling life.
I have a lot of hope for the rest of this year, like moving back to Lichfield and the possibility of going back to college, and maybe getting a job sometime too would be cool.
I think the change will mainly be in myself and the people I associate with, but it will also be my lifestyle.
I'm not drinking anymore, not that I exactly drink anyway, I just want to keep clean because I don't in all honesty think that putting something bad in your body is really a smart thing to do. I can have fun without the need to put chemicals and stuff in my body. And I think if you need to, well, its quite sad. That and in the long run its seriously bad for you. Why pay to die quicker?
Your body is a temple, and thus one should treat it as its sacred right? Life is a gift, you should look after yourself.
I know I have drank like a fish beforehand, but to be fair all I've gained from it is liver damage, stupid decisions, hours of my life missing, embarrassing nights out, and sickness. I wouldn't do the things I have done drunk if I had been sober.
Seriously go for a night out and stay sober the whole time, and look at the people around you who have had a drink. Its mad when you think after a few that is you. Therefore when I go out with friends to the pub I'm sticking to my j20, I'll save my liver and my pennies.
I don't know I'm not here to preach, I just want a lifestyle change, I don't want to be stuck in doing nothing all the time, I don't want to be around people who do idiotic things and who are just complete wasters, I don't want to spend my days sleeping in until 2.
That's not living, that's really sad, and I can't believe these past 2 years I've slipped back from the progress I've made back to square one.
I don't know, all I do know is, as of tomorrow things will change for me, I've made a conscious decision to improve myself and my life. So yay! Go team me!
1 comment:
Really Awesome to see that I'm not alone with the "fresh start" thing in the blog! xD I'll try to add you in the hotmail web's and if you by the way speak any french or portguese, take a look at my new blog... I will as sonner as possible start to make some posts in english, so I'll be able to practice a little more. Maybe you could give me a little hand out here. Thanks... see ya
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