Argh its been a while

So much has happened, it bloody well blows.
I mean, to anyone thats ever stumbled across this page not a lot will have changed.
I was single back then and now im single.
But yeh, i got back with wayne before, and things were going really well, but my stupid head ballsed shit up again.
Its stupid, i cant stand to be away from him, i love him, but then, i dont want to hurt him either.
Stupidness.